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Dreaming of Ramona
January 03 | 2012

Today is my birthday and I’m taking it easy.  I should probably go for a swim or a long walk to encourage my little monkey to come today–because truly, that’s what I’d really like for my birthday, but alas–I don’t think she’s quite ready.  Some things can only be hoped for and I’m sure Ramona will appreciate having her own birthday.  We’ll still celebrate our January birthdays together.  I’ll pull her out of School for a week and we’ll go to Paris… or we’ll go shopping together and bake each other cakes.  I simply can’t wait.  I can’t believe how transformative these last 9 months have been.  I never knew I even wanted children and now I’m completely in love with a little person in my belly that I haven’t even met yet.  My soul is at peace and I feel different somehow.  I’m a better person.  More alive–like my life has a different purpose other than partying and living for myself.  I can’t wait to meet her.  So today, on my birthday, I’ll keep dreaming of this little bean and spend some time putting the finishing touches on her room…  which happens to be the best room in our home.  Only the best, I guess for Ramona….  Cheers, little lady–to our January birthdays.  I am eagerly awaiting your arrival.

  • April

    Julie that room is awesome! Love your decorating taste:) And that wooden camera? Perfect! Oh and that stained glass window above her changing table? So jealous. Congratulations to you!

    (01.03.2012)
  • Rachael

    Holy Moly Julie, that room is gorgeous! I'm so excited for you and Jesse! God is good, and Ramona is one lucky little girl. :)

    (01.03.2012)
  • Kara Delay

    So much love. Happy Birthday sweet mama

    (01.03.2012)
  • Sonja Wilson

    Oh Julie, this is the most charming baby's room I have ever seen! I adore it! Hope you are having a lovely, and relaxing birthday! I just loved this post, I can't wait to meet little Ramona.

    (01.03.2012)
  • Preston Utley

    Great post. Happy Birthday! I'm excited to see the pictures from you and Ramona's first trip to Paris.

    (01.03.2012)
  • Mar

    OMB! Oh my breathtaking!!! Vintage and charming. Love the little shoes on the shelf (which, I am guessing once belonged to you or Jesse). That gorgeous stained-glass window! Every last detail! Incredible!!!! Ramona is going to be the sweetest addition to your life - ever! Excited to see her through your lens!!

    (01.03.2012)
  • caitlin

    Don't mind me while I cry a little bit. I am so, so excited. This is going to be an incredible journey!!!

    (01.03.2012)
  • Corrie Brockman

    Oh man, tears just flood to my eyes. I can't believe you're about to have a little baby! Ramona!?!?! My heart can barely take it. I know the feeling you described, which is what got the waterworks going over here. What an amazing feeling that is. I'll be praying she comes quickly and that your experience is amazing. Good Luck Julie! PS the room is just perfect.

    (01.03.2012)
  • Jodi

    Julie these are AMAZING! I am having a hard time typing through the goosebumps! I love you! XOXO

    (01.03.2012)
  • Shelby Matthews

    Just beautiful Julie. Enjoy this time and the next few months they are truly the best. Many blessings.

    (01.03.2012)
  • Lauren Deutsch

    Julie. Your writing, your wording, your lens, your spirit, absolute perfection. The simplicity and depth of sharing the same month of birth as your precious peach and the potential for trips to Paris together... leave me breathless, wordless, and in complete awe of your connection to your sweet Ramona already. I couldn't be more moved by this post. I'm in tears, taking in some of your best work.

    (01.03.2012)
  • marcie

    I want to live here! Beautiful play on light and shadow.

    (01.03.2012)
  • Erin Cady

    Her room is absolutely adorable! Happy Birthday! This little lady is awfully lucky to have you waiting for her on the other side. ;)

    (01.03.2012)
  • gillie

    ah, cousin! how i love that post. i know so, so how you feel. ramona's room is beautiful. i can't wait to hear more about her and about you!

    (01.03.2012)
  • Leelee

    I see the books Mikey and I picked out for your sweet Ramona!! Love.

    (01.03.2012)
  • Lauren

    Happy Birthday and much much love and peace to you as you welcome your baby!

    (01.05.2012)
  • Jared

    Can't wait to meet her! Happy Birthday!

    (01.05.2012)
  • Bethanie

    Love your style in decorating, in photographs and life in general! Congratulations on your new little Ramona! Really can not wait to meet her too...on the blog of course.

    (01.07.2012)
  • Christina B.

    Happy Birthday (a little late), Julie! The room is GORGEOUS. You have done a phenomenal job with it, and the photos are dreamy. Love it! Thinking of you.

    (01.11.2012)
  • Rosemary Farmer

    This room is amazing, Julie! That stained-glass window; the antique furnishings, all your little touches (and your Mom's) - fabulous. Publishable! We are eagerly awaiting with you!

    (01.13.2012)
  • Briana

    Ahh...Julie!! I was all weepy when I read your post and looked at the pictures. Can't wait to meet Ramona. Love the name! :) Keeping you and Ramona in my prayers as I wait for news...

    (01.13.2012)
  • JAN GONZALES

    Thank you for sharing. Simply amazing! Can't wait to see her in jpg ... :-)

    (01.17.2012)
  • Gina

    HI Julie- I just found your site! I love how you seem to capture life in a beautiful and non intrusive way, just letting it happen. I especially loved this post, having a small baby myself. You have a GREAT eye. Thanks!

    (01.18.2012)
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Those of you who know me, know that I am a huge music lover.  I spend way too much time downloading new tunes and following music blogs.  I go to shows weekly and bask in the presence of rock and roll.  If I may say so myself, I have a pretty dandy palate for what’s good.  So….  I made the best Christmas mix EVER and wanted to share it with those of you who would also start celebrating Christmas in October if you could–with good music, of course.  Here’s the catch…  I’m only mailing out 10 CDs to the first 10 people to comment here on what they would want in a workshop if I were to teach one.  Yes–I’ve got something up my sleeve which will be announced soon, but I’m having a hard time narrowing down my syllabus.  I’ll say this—It isn’t going to be a workshop with models or “how to start your photography business” or how to “post-process” your images.  It will be heavily critique based,  seeped in good old fashioned, purist style image making. And of course, it will be a riot and will include seeing some live music of some sort.  So…  please leave your feedback on what you would like to learn in a workshop like this, and if you are one of the first 10 to  post here or email me, I’ll mail you my new Holiday Mix (It is seriously, seriously good).   Good luck and have fun!!

  • Sue McCormack

    I would love a shoot and critique type workshop!

    (12.05.2011)
  • Caroline

    How to shoot manual and find the perfect exposure in not so perfect light.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Nilou

    Julie, What a great idea. I would like to see a parallel comparison of how people occupy a real space in relationship to composition and photography. Think of capturing a feeling of when you walk into a vast atrium or into a crammed closet. Or how a composition of a photograph could capture different feelings. I am interested in seeing that concept in your workshop. Nilou

    (12.05.2011)
  • Lindsay Walker

    Getting the best out of natural light when working alone? (Understanding lighting)

    (12.05.2011)
  • nilou

    How to capture feeling with composition. Thinking spacial relationships versus 2D image.

    (12.05.2011)
  • meghan

    how to make people feel like themselves in front of the camera.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Emily

    Hi Julie, What a great giveaway. So happy I looked on facebook at just the right time :) I would love to attend a workshop of yours that tells what NOT to do. Maybe that's a stupid idea, but I have a lot of respect for your ideas and would be interested in hearing about the ideas that you think are awful. Hope you are enjoying pregnancy!

    (12.05.2011)
  • admin

    LOVE it, Emily!!! I'll email you a copy of the mix today via "you send it". How are you?

    (12.05.2011)
  • Emily

    Hi Julie, What a great idea! I would love to hear about how to be creative in an overly saturated photographer era :). Hope you're enjoying pregnancy!

    (12.05.2011)
  • Kerry

    Julie, I would love to learn how to get the best shot out tough situations (light, space, etc.) and difficult subjects—without 50 hrs of photoshop!

    (12.05.2011)
  • Courtney @ Sunday Soup

    I live for Christmas music and I cherish every note this time of year. So fun! Having an opportunity to learn from you would be a dream. Seriously, Caroline said it perfectly. How to really use manual mode on my camera when the lighting is not ideal!

    (12.05.2011)
  • Megan Alvarez

    WHAT?? Yes please!!! A workshop on the integrity of art and some brutally honest critique (and music??)...love love love. I want.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Emily

    Hey Julie, Sorry I didn't see my first comment, so I commented again :) And then I felt like an idiot. I'm doing great. So excited to get your mix and I'd love to hear about you sometime! Thanks Julie!!

    (12.05.2011)
  • Heather

    How to work with lighting when you have little control over it. I'm thinking indoors, like school gyms with horrible fluorescent lighting.

    (12.05.2011)
  • aimee park

    Lighting! I love the natural look you create in indoor settings.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Heather

    How about working in weird lighting over which you have little control? I'm thinking the horrible fluorescent lighting in school gyms as one example.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Heather

    I would LOVE a photo workshop just for the average person. How to take a great simple shot, edit and frickin print the image! Kids seem so hard to photograph so maybe some tips for that too.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Audrielle

    How to photograph babies well I wish I would have been one of the first 10 :( very sad face

    (12.05.2011)
  • Sonja Wilson

    On the off chance you are sending more... I'll comment. I would LOVE to go to one of your workshops. I think what I struggle with is dealing with clients who can't handle the "be natural" act in front of the camera and want to be posed. I need that balance between having control and letting them just be themselves. Easier said than done.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Sonja Wilson

    PS Did I mention I moved from Kansas to Fort Collins a couple weeks ago so being able to attend a workshop sometime will actually be doable now! :)

    (12.05.2011)
  • Shelby

    I'm bummed even if I HAD a workshop idea I wouldn't make it. Any chance you could do the workshop in Australia? Wouldn't those first 10 love that??? You'd be like Oprah! I'd be happy to host you ;) Anyway, cool idea. Take care Lady!

    (12.05.2011)
  • Kirsten

    Gah! You know I want that mix. Damn it. Oh well... I think people are happiest when they feel like you're an open book. Don't be afraid to talk about what you do when you get burned out, or mistakes you've made. You're a spiritual person and you seem to find a kind of transcendence when you shoot, so avoid skimming the surface on a lot of topics, and really delve into the most important ones for you. K so I'm still thinking about the mix. I'll pay you for it. Haha. Just kidding...I'll follow the rules. I hope you're doing wonderfully and enjoying the season!

    (12.05.2011)
  • Trisha

    Fabulous idea:) Shooting in Natural light and maybe some of your fabulous lightroom tips:)

    (12.05.2011)
  • Sara

    Aww I would love a Holiday Mix! but i am too slow checking in and catching this! Happy Holidays to you and all your loved ones!

    (12.05.2011)
  • julia vandenoever

    Sounds awesome! I always love new music.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Kayla Loggins

    I haven't read through the other comments yet, but personally I'd like to be able to spot good scenes for natural backlighting better.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Stephanie Ittner

    Hi Julie!! Would love to learn more about lighting......and what is on your fabulous holiday mix. ;)

    (12.05.2011)
  • Mar

    Ugh! It would figure that I'm not even CLOSE to being one of the first 10 peeps to receive this awesome Holiday Mix you speak of! However, I would love to just be in your presence for a workshop. Period. You could read the telephone book, and I'm sure I'd learn something! Did I mention I totally miss the ol' college days when critiquing was part of class? I want to shoot, drink, and be merry!!!! lol

    (12.05.2011)
  • Winnie Johnston

    I live in Michigan and could not possibly attend a workshop but sure wish I could. What I would I admire about your photography and would like to learn is how to find the light, how to use flash when absolutely necessary and make it look like you didn't. I love the editorial quality of your work and how you find that natural, intimate moment that makes it look like the photographer wasn't even there.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Leelee

    I'm so sad I missed this!

    (12.05.2011)
  • Alzbeta Volk

    Light. All about the light.

    (12.05.2011)
  • Kaspar

    oh well, missed the mix, that said, light room tricks, I found your post on photo.net quite helpful, getting the right amount of grunge, grain, and B+W technique.

    (12.06.2011)
  • Casey

    I have been *stalking* your blog for some time now and find such inspiration in your photos! You truly are in a league all your own (that's a GOOD thing). With that being said, I would want to learn a couple of tricks for "snapping" at that perfect moment, something you seem to have mastered. Or, if your style is shutter happy, how many are you editing and delivering? And of course, indoor lighting tips!

    (12.07.2011)
  • Lauren

    oh wow. a workshop (funny. I almost wrote "worship!"). I hate living far away. Technique is so important, but I feel like I can gain that in lots of places. Meghan said it perfectly for me. "How to make people feel like themselves in front of the camera."

    (12.08.2011)
  • Jesse

    I want that holiday mix!!!

    (12.08.2011)
  • Bob

    I would love to hear about any workshops you do. I'm mostly interested in learning how to make such wonderful pictures of people; getting them relaxed and comfortable, willing to give themselves to your camera.

    (01.20.2012)
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I’m curled up on the couch with a bowl of oatmeal and a strong cup of black coffee meditating on my last day of my working season and reminiscing over the last 7 months.  Normally I’m in Paris this time of year–sleeping in until noon, then making my own crepes for “breakfast”, then hitting up a cafe to read, write, ponder, rest.  It sounds romantic and refreshing, no?  It is incredibly romantic and refreshing and I’m mourning that I’m m not there this season.  But I have a little monkey inside of me that is due on January 18th and they won’t let me fly.  So, I’ve been working instead—working hard.  7 or 8 shoots a week–30 plus weddings–sometimes back to back  on the weekends, post-production, premieres, blogging, meeting with future clients, etc, etc.  I’m tired.  But even more than tired, I’m simply ready to bring Paris here to to be really present for the first time this entire pregnancy.   Something has fundamentally changed in my heart and spirit over the last few months.  Being able to feel this little girl inside me kick like a little field goal kicker, hiccup 4 times a day, turn from breech to normal, breech to normal… I’m falling in love.  I never thought this would happen to me.  I’ve never really wanted to have children and while I love working with them, have never really thought about the real miracle of life.  I’m such a student of the human condition—I love people’s personalities–quirks, moods, remarkable traits, etc.  And being pregnant has brought me even deeper into the wonder of the human psyche.  What will my little girl be like?  Will she be wild?  Shy?  Will she be grumpy in the morning or chirp independently?  Will she love to travel like her mama  or will she be a philosopher and truth seeker like her Dad?  It doesn’t really matter to me as long as she is healthy.  And I want to foster whatever spirit she might have–even if it looks nothing like mine.  My one true wish for her is to be wild and free like children should be.  I want to give her a safe, loving environment where she can dress however she likes and color on the walls….

So I’m officially taking maternity leave this weekend.  No more shoots until I feel ready–which will most likely be months after this monkey arrives.  This is my sabbatical–though it’s not in Paris, but on my living room couch.  I want to be present during this amazing time in my life.  I want to gear up to be a good mama and also an amazing artist.  I want to laugh at the changes that are happening with my body and embrace my new outlook on life artistically.  I want to blog because I want to blog again. I have about 30 weddings from this past summer that haven’t been blogged.  I want to have the time to really reflect on those weddings and post them with my heart and because I want to–not because I should.  Alex and Matt, Megan and Dylan, Lee Lee and Michael—you guys are first on my list.  I’ve truly had the most incredible last 7 mind-blowing months.  I’m going to revel in this time and stay in touch right here on my blog.  Please stay tuned.  My adventures, I believe are just beginning….

Photo above by Paige Elizabeth

  • Donna Davis

    You take it easy Julie! You will luv motherhood! Even with all it's highs & lows! Once that little girl gets here, you won't remember what life was like before! She will consume your every thought! And you will be consantly looking at her, amazed that this perfect being was created by the luv you & your husand share! Enjoy every second! We will wait as long as we need to, to see the artist in action! (Looking forward to your wedding blogs! Tee hee!) Much luv & prayers to you!

    (11.11.2011)
  • Lauren

    Well, first, the look on your face coupled with your shirt made me laugh. Second, January 18 is my husband's birthday, and since he's the best of men, well...even though babies rarely come when they're meant to, it's a great day to be born! As a former doula, I'm so glad you're resting. Good for you and for her. As a budding photographer, I'm so glad you'll continue blogging. You work is very inspiring to me. As a momma, I wish you the most heartfelt joy for the journey you're embarking on. It's the best thing I've ever done.

    (11.11.2011)
  • Margaret Thomas

    Hey lady! So excited for you! It is difficult to describe to someone how parenthood changes everything you thought you knew. Hang on, it is even more amazing and challenging than you think you know! Nothing is more satisfying, consuming, fulfilling, nerve breaking and heart growing. All in a good way with balance, love, humor and joy! Blessing on you and your growing, flourishing family!!!

    (11.11.2011)
  • jan gonzales

    This is such an exciting time. I'm so glad that you have decided to take some time for you and your family. We will look forward to the blogs as they come. Get ready to become an even more amazing photographer as your eyes are opened to motherhood first hand. Can't wait!

    (11.11.2011)
  • mom

    Oh, Julie....I'm loving watching you become a mama! You are surprising me with your choices and excitement. I feel so proud of you. I feel so eager to meet our new one. I have been on a "high" ever since our class with Amanda the other night. You are having such a rich experience. Love you much!!

    (11.11.2011)
  • Caitlin

    Oh my, Jules. You are such an amazing woman. You inspire me today like you inspired me the first day we met to have coffee. I feel lucky to get to work by your side in these times and to be a part of your life. I can't wait for the little cheeseburger to arrive, she is going to turn the world upside down, I just know it. I am beyond blessed to be a part of this adventure, and I can't get over how much I love watching it unfold. I love you so much!

    (11.11.2011)
  • Hulyss

    That's a good time of your life :) All will be ok and trust me, you and your baby will be in Paris together one day ;) Bonne chance Julie.

    (11.13.2011)
  • jana sheehan

    Julie, Daniel just showed me your blog - and your lates post about not being able to go to Paris. Now I want to go over to our house and make you crepes with nutella, strawberries and whipped cream.Things are about to change for you is a huge way. Best of luck. I love your photography. J.

    (11.13.2011)
  • Wesley

    Wow! I had no idea! I'm so happy for you Julie! I'm nowhere close to motherhood, but I'm reveling in aunthood an the little nuggets in my life make my life more joyful than I could have ever imagined. You and Jesse are going to be amazing parents. Hunker down and soak it up!

    (11.16.2011)
  • Harry Hilders

    Great photos! And very good captured :) Nice website too!

    (12.01.2011)
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